00:13am

I am very scared, people. That is because I am waiting for a clown to go into the house on Big Brother and I HATE clowns. My dad and sister say that I ‘must’ see it, but I’m not sure I want to. I’m going to have nightmares.

On a different point completely, I am not going to do my evening exercises tonight. I currently am undergoing my monthly blood curse, so I think I deserve a night off.

Dinner at Granny and Grandad’s was lovely! It was basically a full-on Christmas dinner minus the sprouts. And then there was baked apples, stewed apples and kiwi cheesecake for desert with ice-cream. Followed by cheese and crackers. Funnily enough I don’t think I over-ate today. I felt full, but not to bursting like I usually would have done, so I’m a little proud. I mean, sure I could have halved my portion and still not have gone hungry, but in this condition I can hardly be held responsible for my actions.

Oh. My. God. That clown is horrible. He stuck his tongue out!!! He’s terrifying. Ugh I actually feel sick now.

To take my mind off it, I’m going to do my food inventory:

· 1 Special K Bliss bar

· Ten green beans stir fried

· Six olives

· Two pieces of Kinder Bueno

· Satsuma

· Turkey dinner

· Baked apple with ice cream

· Three crackers with cheese

· Two small glasses of fizzy wine

· ‘Mingy tea’

Urgh. My tummy hurts. I’m going to bed. Wish me luck for tomorrow, because at this rate I will be chugging Ben and his mate Jerry like there’s no tomorrow.

Sleep tight.