16:30pm

It feels like ages ago that I last updated, but it was only this morning!

Anywho. I knew I would fail miserably today. I had a Daim bar. 150 calories worth of crunchy butter almond-ness. Aside from that, I also had a bit of pasta salad, but not too much because I started to feel sick. I just had two Haribos too. AND I haven’t done my yoga and aren’t sure if I will or not. I really want to take a nap, but I know that I shouldn’t because then I will go to bed late, and wake up late tomorrow, which would ruin all of my hard efforts of late to wake before 11. Argh.

There is nothing to do either because Meewps is cleaning her room, Mom is cleaning the kitchen, Dad’s taking a well earned nap (lucky beast) and I am ill. I’ve literally spent like, two and a half hours cleaning the bathroom as a favour to Mom (because that’s the selfless kind of daughter that I am . . .) and yet I have now finished and face the same dilemma as I did before I started; what to do next? I should really start reading my texts for next year and get back into the habit of studying, but seriously, as if I’m going to do that when I could sit on the sofa, bitching and moaning about there being nothing to do on my blog? Really?

Today is a dark day for me. I feel so bloated and it’s making me think, ‘Why have I bothered for the past week and a half avoiding all the lush cuisine that I’ve wanted when I was only going to end up feeling like this so close to the end?’ Ugh. I love feeling sorry for myself.

Anyway, I’m going to call Lewis, and then I might face this conundrum when I get off the phone. Until then. Peace.